there are things you cannot see even its right under your nose.
you have no idea how much did it cost me for it.
for you for me.

returning

well its been 2 years and here i am again, back here reading my own old post and its pretty nostalgic. How annoying and bratty i was right? But fuck it.
i am here to rant about a few couple of things and i am outta here maybe will come back after 2 years again. 2 years flew by pretty fast no?
here i am ranting about my life. 2 years ago i am ranting about my highschool life and how miserable it was. back then i am just this little brat who though he know it all, comes down to it, i get nothing down and settled. so i can say college life is most tougher due to the fact that you are too free to do anything. no stupid highschool rules and regulations bounding you and you can literally make any decisions you want but you better not regret it. 10 years from now when i look at my blog again. i might thought "heh, this stupid kid..."

P/S to future me: if you regret what you did now, fuck yourself and up yours!

i might continue the Valkyrie story if i have time.

going to move again....i think...

okay i will move again...gosh..been so lazy...

oh my god....i am bored....and feel so empty....like i am missing something....oh wait....i did miss something....god....please let time flies....she is suffering at the other side....i am being tormented by boredom....and i miss you,.....so much...god.....help me....and its only day 2......ergh....*puke blood*

Cursing

FUCK YOU SON OF A BITCH!

I WISH I NEVER ACCEPT THIS FUCKING JOB!
THIS IS NOT MY SHIT!

you said "I" am the only person who can rely on now. and what are you doing now? enjoying paradise with your dearly beloved while me and your right hand man burning the midnight oil doing your shit. i can see i am the only person you can rely on, even if i am the hero i don't want to be your hero. good fuck yourself!

thank you and good night~

...

its been awhile now, i just wanna say, i sometimes can't be there when you in need of me or know how you feel whenever you feel depressed, angry, pissed. i can only see skin deep. whatever beyond that its a mystery. sometimes you have to tell me, call me slow of whatever you want.

i just realized i don't know you much.

BULLSHIT!

you gotta be fucking kidding me.....i've been delaying my work for your shit and now you wanna take my birthday away?.......damn you pussy!

okay have anyone told you before that your face have the word selfish written all over it?
did anyone told you before that the word "boot-licker" is written all over your tongue?
well i am telling you now.

your face is like a pussy that only think about yourself and never think of others. if the other who think you are selfless.....they're just blind or too retarded to realize....

if you are thinking that you are too smart for people like me then don't rely on me....go find someone else....when you need someone you treated that person like god and when you don't need em' you treat like trash....so go fuck yourself...i won't do it anymore...

with your i-am-too-smart-for-you timing and management....the world will end before the time given by god....

we're doing your shit while you and your girlfriend chit-chat happily doing your school work while i DITCH MY SCHOOL WORK TO DO YOUR WORK AND STAY UP EVERY NIGHT TILL 3 AM IN THE FUCKING MORNING DOING MY WORK!......so be considered...and let me go....i will not do it...

thats all for today....and who ever i am talking now....please....fuck yourself....